Thursday, September 1, 2016

Poem

Are you wanting me to be

something I'm not?

I have no problem selling my body

it's this soul of mine

Not even sure if I have one

but the rage says it's there

anger was born inside

growing tired of the bs

I'm wondering if you're even worth it

are you worth my time?

I'm suppose to pay so much back

I thought it was worth it

but 3 years later and complications

I don't think this is worth me

I don't think I wanna be here.

new friends, found love, I've grown so much personally,

which I'm grateful but still...

is this the way I need to go?

can I support myself with what I've learned here?

I'm doubting so much.

I'm tired again

too much bs

I'm bored of it

just put it in the toilet and flick the knob

Poem 9/1

I'm going nuts

raging against it

these iron bars

holding me in

the factors were simple

Kiss was applied

Keep

It

Simple

Stupid

this phrase I've memorized

I'm sticking to it.

don't reject me for doing it so quick

no need to over think

it's been kept simple

we even went a little beyond

don't tell me it's wrong

I did as asked

Keep It Simple Stupid

is what we applied and now it's done

no need for all this busy work

you haven't even graded the stuff we did before.

so now I'm wondering what the grade is

and the longer I wait, the less I care

Little Mermaid Sonic Version Ch11

Little Mermaid Sonic Version
PREVIOUS
Chapter 11: Flower Garden
Knuckles found himself nervously rocking back and forth in the foyer of the mansion as he awaited Amy to finish up with her lesson. He stood quiet as possible as his eyes shifted around the room. It was a large room, but it felt extremely cramped to Knuckles the Echidna. It might have been caused by the fact that Prince Sonic, Prince Manic, Prince Shadow, and Tails were all in the room with him.
The orange two tailed fox was as friendly as always. Prince Sonic and Prince Manic were fooling around as they were known to do. Luckily they had a deck of cards to keep them busy. Tails was playing with them as he attempted to draw Knuckles in with pleasant conversation.
This didn’t make the red echidna uncomfortable. Go Fish was always a fun game to him. What was making him feel uncomfortable was the staring. Red eyes just kept borrowing into him. It was putting Knuckles on edge. He would normally shout out and say something, but Knuckles knew Shadow’s rep all too well from rumors. He wasn’t about to try to take on a prince of the country.
Knuckles perked up as he heard rapid footsteps coming into the foyer. He wasn’t quick enough though.
In less than a minute, Amy had jumped up and wrapped her arms around his neck. She had a huge smile on her face as she unintentionally took the air out of the male.
Knuckles smiled as he grabbed her and held her up with ease. “I can’t breathe with your hands so tight around my neck. I need to breath to live.”
Amy’s mouth became an O shape as she placed her hands behind her back. “Sorry,” she mouthed.
Knuckles nodded as he put her down. “How was your lesson?”
“Piano is hard,” she mouthed. “Garden now.” She grabbed Knuckles by the arm and began to pull him away.
“Hey Amy, you know this guy?” Sonic appeared in front of them in a flash.
Amy nodded. “He’s my friend!” she signed. “I’m going to show him the garden.”
Sonic laughed. “You sure do make friends quickly.”
Amy nodded as she continued to pull Knuckles away towards the garden.
“Amy, why are you in such a rush,” Princess Sally gasped as she appeared at the end of the all.
“She’s excited because she has an old friend visiting,” Rouge explained with a soft smile as she put away her wings. “Amy, you can’t wear those shoes in the garden.”
Amy sighed. She dropped down to the ground and attempted to take off the heels. They were really pretty heels, but Amy couldn’t undo the small clasped that held the shoe to her feet. She glared at the shoe before turning to Rouge. “I can’t get them off,” she signed with a sad look on her face.
Knuckles knelt down beside her. In a soft voice, he explained in as simple words as possible how the clip worked. It took Amy a few minutes, but she was able to figure it out and take off her shoes.
“I did it!” She mouthed as she ran to Rouge and held up the shoes with pride.
Rouge smiled. “That’s very good Amy.”
“I can show him the garden now?” Amy signed.
“You need shoes before you can go into the garden,” Knuckles informed her.
Amy nodded.

It took a few minutes, but they eventually found Amy a pair of shoes that she could wear in the garden. Amy walked in the middle of Knuckles and Rouge. She held onto Knuckles’ arm as she pointed around at every plant. Sally and Sonic followed behind them. Tails walked beside Sonic. And Shadow walked in the back. He kept staring and observing everyone like a snake.
Amy jumped with joy as she raced ahead. She climbed up a tree so quickly that Rouge barely had time to mutter a protest. Knuckles raced after her, afraid she would fall and bust her head open. The pink hedgehog plucked apples off of the branches and used her skirt as a basket. She plucked off one per person.
She beamed as she jumped down and her feet tapped the ground with ease.
“Amy what were you thinking?” Knuckles and Rouge yelled in unison.
“It is not proper for a lady to climb trees!” Rouge held the young girl’s arm.
Knuckles held onto Amy’s shoulder. “You could have fallen and gotten hurt. Or worse, died from head trauma.”
Their lectures were different. They were given at the same time. Amy wasn’t sure who to focus on first. But Amy got that both had the same message; Don’t climb trees.
Sonic’s loud laughter broke the lecture.
“What is so funny Prince Sonic?” Rouge glared. She didn’t find any of this funny.
“You two,” He said between breaths of laugher as he pointed at her and Knuckles. “You two sound nagging, over protective parents.”
Tails was giggling as he nodded in agreement. Sally had her hand over her mouth. It was a failed attempt to hide her smile and stifle her giggles. Shadow just watched with the same expressionless face as always.
Rouge and Knuckles both stared at all of them in surprise. Knuckles’ face turned red as he turned away from them muttering. Rouge took a breath before she set her eyes on Shadow.
“What are your thoughts on this Prince Shadow?” she asked calmly. Shadow would take her side on this matter.
Shadow stayed expressionless as he looked everyone over. “I never thought I would say this sentence,” he began after a long silence. “But I agree with Sonic.”
“How?!” Rouge shrieked. Shadow never agreed with Sonic. He would always take the opposing side.
Knuckles even arched an eyebrow at Shadow. He had always heard how Prince Shadow always took the opposite path that Prince Sonic took.
“You two sound just like Aunt Aleena and Uncle Jules when they lecture my cousins,” he stated. “Plus, you both have been secretly checking each other out when you think no one is looking. Just admit you both have a crush on each other, go out for lunch or something and leave Rose at home so she doesn’t have to be in between you two.”
Rouge glared at Shadow. “I have not.”
“Really?” Shadow tilted his head. “What do you think Rose?”
Amy was laughing, though no sound came out. She slammed an apple into Knuckles’ hand before placing one with softer touch in Rouge’s. “He’s right.” Amy mouthed to Rouge. “I noticed yesterday.”
Rouge wanted to smack that huge, toothy grin off of the pink hedgehog’s face for that. She glanced at Knuckles and he refused to make eye contact. The apple was suddenly the most interesting thing in the world to him the way he was looking at it.
Amy handed out the rest of the apples. She smiled as she handed Shadow one. “Thanks for teasing them for me,” she signed. “Though your staring habit is still creepy.”
“It’s a habit that won’t die.” Shadow stated as he took a bite of the apple. “Good apple.”

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Tuesday, August 30, 2016

poem

I had tears

I had fears

all so consuming

I waded through.

trying to catch my breath.

this velvet dress just got heavier and heavier with each step

my heart aches

my throat is rash

it feels like it's closing with every thought

every memory brings more pressure

I can't breathe

I can't form the words

I've lost the ability to talk again

so where am I now?

the fears. The tears

they're still here

and so am I.

where's the shore?

cold, alone, hungry

where's the shore?

maybe I'll reach it soon

Monday, August 29, 2016

Fleetway X Mephiles

FleetwayXMephiles drabble

Krissie: Heads up, this is a Fleetway/Mephis fanfic. If Yaoi makes you uncomfortable feel free to go read something else.

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Fleetway stared at Mephiles. The grey and blue hedgehog was in a deep sleep. Fleetway enjoyed watching his chest rise and fall in a smooth rhythm. He couldn't describe how happy it made him to watch his boyfriend sleep. Mephiles didn't snore or make much noise in his sleep at all.

Fleetway was amazed by that. He had been told that everyone snored, but not his boyfriend. Maybe out had to do with the fact that Mephiles lacked a mouth.

Fleetway moved a stray strand from his quills out of his face. He carefully crawled out of bed. He stared at Mephiles as he made his way to the bathroom.

Mephiles was such a light sleeper. Fleetway didn't want to risk waking him up and ruining whatever dream he was having. Fleetway hating ruining Mephiles' peaceful slumber.

Once in the bathroom, Fleetway closed the door. He took a sigh of relief as his boyfriend hadn't woken up. Fleetway found himself brushing his teeth as he sat on the toilet. In one hand, he held a random bottle reading the ingredients in it.

The door clicked open and Fleetway looked up to see Mephiles standing in the doorway half awake. It was a rare sight, but Fleetway enjoyed it all the more.

Mephiles didn't have a scarf covering his mouth less muzzle. He wore one of Fleetway's old button up shirts from when he played basketball. His hair was messy and flowing every which way. Fleetway loved this look.

The half awake Mephiles turned the faucet and threw water into his face. He then turned to look at Fleetway, who smiled happily.

"Why do you pee sitting in the morning?" Mephiles tilted his head.

Fleetway laughed at the blunt statement. "I'm just more comfortable sitting to pee in the morning. Plus it makes it easier to poop in the morning."

Mephiles rolled his eyes as he grabbed his tooth brush. "Just don't be late for work," he laughed, "Your boss will lose her head if your late to work again cause you were pooping."

"Don't worry honey, I won't be," Fleetway smiled as he put the bottle he was reading down.

Little Mermaid Sonic Ver Ch10

Little Mermaid Sonic Version
Chapter 10
Previous
Amy’s lessons had been going well. She had gained a basic understanding and use of sign language. She was even able to walk now. Though, she still had a slight wobble. Princess Sally seemed to really like her as she came to visit to help with her lessons. Even Sonic had come to visit. Amy still loved him, but she had no will to try to pursue him. He was to marry Sally in less than a week.
The thought caused a sad sigh in the pink hedgehog. She clapped her hands together hard as she stared up at the busy market place. She would be upbeat and happy for this. It was her very first time outside of Rouge’s mansion and she was going to enjoy it.
“Did you see something you liked, Lady Amy?” Tails asked. The young fox stood beside her with a bright smile. He was Sonic’s consort and best friend. He was to be her aid for today, Rouge and Sonic told her. The fox was nice and Amy felt at ease.
“Not yet,” She signed.
Tails nodded. “Well over there is the fabric shop, Madam Rouge has made her way to the jewelry shop. There’s a nice florist a few stalls down. You like flowers, so maybe they’ll have a few kinds that you haven’t seen yet.”
Amy liked the sound of that. She was curious about the plants on land. They were wonderful to her. Her favorite flower so far was the rose. Rouge’s garden was filled with them and there were so many different kinds. Amy loved them. “Please lead the way,” she signed.
Tails held out his hand and she took it. She was getting the hang of this whole manner thing.
Amy smiled as she looked at all the flowers that were at the florist. Tails told her what everyone was and anything special he knew about them. Tails was like a walking book with all the information he knew. It made Amy laugh.
She gripped Tails’ arm tight as she felt the piercing sting on her. She knew that sting. It felt like a predator was staring at her. Waiting to devour her. It made Amy shiver.
“Are you okay, Lady Amy?” Tails asked as he cringed. Amy had a strong grip. If she gripped any tighter, Tails was sure she could break his arm.
Amy looked over her shoulder around at everything. She found the source of the sting quickly.
It was Prince Shadow.
Again…
Amy sighed. “Does Shadow normally have a staring problem?” Amy mouthed to the orange fox.
Tails stared at Amy before glancing at the flowers. “I’m so sorry,” he drug out the so for a long note. “He’s just… well, he’s Shadow,” Tails shrugged as he walked Amy around the flowers, out of Shadow’s eyesight. “He believes he has upset you in some way because you were crying before dinner the first night. I believe he wishes to apologize or make it up to you, but he just doesn’t know how. He’s never been good with emotions, not since his big sister died anyway.” Tails shook his head as he picked up a lily and turned it in its pot to examine it. “I’m afraid staring is all he can do for now until he figures out how to make it up to you.”
“Why don’t you give him advice?” Amy signed to the fox.
Tails burst into laughter, causing people to stare at them. “That’s a funny joke!” He put down the pot. “You should tell that to the others, they’ll think it’s a scream.” The on-lookers turned away going back to their normal lives. “But in all seriousness, Shadow wouldn’t take it. Not from me or anyone really. He’s more likely to punch my lights out if I try.”
Amy thought for a moment. It was true. Shadow did seem like that kind of person. “You have my sympathies.”
“As do you,” Tails bowed. “So do you see any flowers that you might want to get? Madam Rouge said you only need to ask.”
Amy looked around. Did she want any of these flowers? Her green eyes lit up when she spotted something familiar. It wasn’t a flower, however. Amy raced towards it without a second thought. The port was full of people, but Amy kept her eyes locked onto it. The boat was smaller than most in the port. Tails gave chase after her, calling for her to come back, but Amy wasn’t about to stop to explain to Tails. Amy leapt and wrapped her arms tightly around the large red male, who was in the middle of selling off some treasure he brought back up from a sunken ship.
“EEK!” He yelped as he nearly fell over. He stared at the pink girl that stared up at him with large green eyes. “Amy?” She nodded with the biggest grin ever. “Amy!” He returned a smile as he picked her up and spun her around. “Where have you been? I’ve been worried! And look at you, you’re dressed so pretty.”
Amy nodded. “A lot has happened,” she mouthed. She shut her mouth as she put her hand to her throat.
“You lost your voice?” Knuckles frowned.
“A trade,” She waved her hands over the legs.
Knuckles nodded. “I gotcha.” He put her down on the table. Amy sat proper and smiled at him. “Would you mind waiting until I sell all of my stuff before we catch up?”
“Not at all,” Amy smiled.
“Amy!” Tails heaved heavy breaths as he caught up. “Do you know this guy?”
Amy nodded euphuistically. “This is Knuckles! He’s my friend.” She signed and mouthed at the same time. She was bouncing up and down with joy.
“Yo!” Knuckles waved as he finished up his sale with the man in front of him. “It’s been a while Tails.”
“I can’t believe you know Lady Amy.” Tails stated confused.
Knuckles merely shrugged. “I found some cool stuff you can use for those little inventions of yours. Do you want to see them?”
“Sure,” Tails nodded as he sighed, “But how do you two know each other?”
Amy and Knuckles exchanged looks. “Old friends,” Knuckles said as Amy signed.
Tails nodded, accepting it as fact. Knuckles brought Tails a large box and dropped it on the table, causing it to wobble a bit. Tails had to stand on his tiptoes to look inside of it. While Tails was occupied with that, Amy told Knuckles everything. The trade she made, her life at Rouge’s, and how she found out Sonic was to marry another woman.
“So are you just going to stay with that rich lady for now?” Knuckles asked with concerned. He had been greatly worried about the little mermaid, but since he hadn’t seen her, he didn’t know what he could or should do. He was upset that she traded her voice for a chance to find love, but Knuckles wasn’t a man who cared much for love or girly things. He just didn’t understand it. But at least now he knew where she was and that she was safe.
“Amy, Tails, what are you two doing over here?” Rouge asked as she approached them. She held an umbrella to block out the sun. She wore an elegant dress that showed off her natural figure.
“Oh, hello Madam Rouge,” Tails bowed. “Um… This is Knuckles. He’s apparently an old friend of Amy’s.” Tails was nervous. He didn’t want to get into any trouble with Rouge.
Rouge nodded. “And you’re getting more things for those inventions you’re always making?”
Tails nodded.
Rouge smiled. “Well, continue on then.” She turned to Amy. “Are you having fun Amy?”
The pink hedgehog nodded happily. Rouge glanced at Tails to make sure he was busy looking into the large box. “Does he know about the fish?” She mouthed.
“Yes,” Amy mouthed back, “He knows I used to be a mermaid.”
“That’s how we meet,” Knuckles mouthed as he eyed the bat up and down. “Well at least I don’t have to worry about you,” he looked at Amy, “With a pretty lady like her taking care of you, no wonder you’re dressed so nice.”
Rouge blushed at that. She was often called pretty, but something about the way the red echidna said it made her face turn red.
“So how do you know Knuckles?” She changed her focused from the muscly man to the pink hedgehog.
Amy had a big smile on her face. “He’s a sailor,” she mouthed, “We met exploring a sunken ship.”
Rouge nodded with a smile.
“That reminds me,” Knuckles turned and went into his ship. He rummaged around through some things. He came back with necklace laced with emeralds. “This thing didn’t sell. Do you want it?” he held it out to the pink hedgehog.
Amy smiled at the necklace. It was how they met after all. She held it delicately. “Are you sure?” she mouthed.
“Well you did find it first,” Knuckles shrugged. “I couldn’t sell it. So I don’t see why you can’t have it. Or has the pretty lady here provided you with prettier rocks?”
Amy laughed, but no sound came. “I’ll keep it.” She tried to put the necklace on, but frowned as she couldn’t. She always had trouble dressing herself. It was like her hands were dumb. She looked at Rouge with pleading eyes.
Rouge smiled as she helped the young hedgehog. “She actually doesn’t wear much jewelry. It just doesn’t interest her like it does stereotypical women,” Rouge informed Knuckles. “What she really loves is the garden. I know, Amy, why don’t you offer to show your old dear friend the garden sometime?”
“Oh can I?” Amy clapped her hands together.
Rouge nodded, “I see no harm in it. He can even have lunch with us if he likes.”
Amy beamed ear to ear, “Please Knuckles can you?”
“I don’t know. I’ve got work,” Knuckles tried to make an excuse.
“Please,” Amy grabbed onto his arm and gave him her best puppy dog eyes.
Knuckles sighed. He couldn’t say no to that face. “I guess I can. When would be a good time for me to come by?”
“Tomorrow?” Amy signed to Rouge. The bat smiled as she nodded. Amy giggled as she turned back to Knuckles. “Tomorrow! We live in that big building over there!” Amy pointed to the far off mansion in a distant. It was far enough that no one could bother it but not too far that it would take more than two hours by carriage to get here.
Knuckles was jolted back into the real world as Amy shoved a pinky into his face. He hooked his pinky around hers. “I pinky promise,” he patted her on the head and rustled her quills.  Amy giggled, though Knuckles felt bad that no sound came out. Though she seemed to be very happy. Which to him meant that she was unaware that Prince Sonic was to be married in less than a week.
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Krissie: This is a lot longer than I wanted it to be. But Shadow has a staring problem. Tails is adorable and now we have Knuckles! I may or may not try to write in a KnuxXRouge scene later.
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NEXT

Amelia & the Dragon Ch1

KRISSIE: I feel like re-writing an old story idea I had a few years ago.

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Amelia stood in front of the old rickety house. It wasn't made of stone like the church she had grown up in. It was made of old dull wood. It looked rough all the way around the house, but Amelia saw potential in it.

In this house was her independence. She would no longer be made to follow all those crazy rules in the church. She smile as she pulled out the keys. They were old, dusty things. But amazingly, there wasn't a single piece of rust on the keys. There were some splatters of paint on them. But that was about it.

She took in a heavy breath as she turned the key. The deadbolt gave a low clack sound. The top bolt was a higher pitch, but still a low sound.

Amelia half expected the door to squeak as she opened it. To her surprise it didn't. She picked up the large travel suitcase off the porch and brought it into the house.

"This is my new home," Amelia stated to herself. It was all so surreal to her still. She placed her bag in her new bedroom. It had already been made and by the looks of it. It has been made just for her.

the comforter was pastel colors and the design was that of flowers. It was a big blanket for a little girl, but Amelia smiled at it.

The old maintenance worker had left this house to her. He was a kind old man with silver hair. It was sad when he died. But everyone was surprised when he left everything to Amelia, a little orphan girl who lived at the church. Even Amelia, herself, was confused. But she packed up her things and accepted. This old house, all its possessions, and an old work truck where now hers.