Poem

Are you wanting me to be

something I'm not?

I have no problem selling my body

it's this soul of mine

Not even sure if I have one

but the rage says it's there

anger was born inside

growing tired of the bs

I'm wondering if you're even worth it

are you worth my time?

I'm suppose to pay so much back

I thought it was worth it

but 3 years later and complications

I don't think this is worth me

I don't think I wanna be here.

new friends, found love, I've grown so much personally,

which I'm grateful but still...

is this the way I need to go?

can I support myself with what I've learned here?

I'm doubting so much.

I'm tired again

too much bs

I'm bored of it

just put it in the toilet and flick the knob